Tuesday, August 17, 2010

kenapa dengan awak..

kalau awak rasa saya yang salah,terpulang..
saya tau apa yang saya rasa..
awak jaga diri k..
saya sayang awak tp awak bukan milik saya lagi..

God,please strengthen me. salam.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

me & u :)

finally..
everythng's over between us kn?
but still , we're gonna be a good good frens dear !
i've to admit.i'll never find someone as good as u..
im gonna miss u bad badly..
I still love u n its never gonna chnge. ;)
everythng hppens for a reason n i'll deal wit it.
never ever forget me k darl !
i've had enough n its time for me n u to move on.
thnx for every great memories we've had together.
:)

Monday, May 17, 2010

awak..

D tatau la np.
D rndu sgt kt syafiq..
sometimes D benci merindu..
D wondering weather u also miss me as much as i do miss u dear..
org ckp rndu tu syg..
n yes...
D mmg syg syafiq..
thnx 4 every wonderfull moment dear..
may God always be wit us n blessed us..

Friday, May 14, 2010

screamm !!

argh !
da bp ari ta online coz wifi uma rosak.
senget pye wifi ! ngade2 ! ask na wt hal j !
nasib ad broadband mama ni.hehe..
ta dpt online,D slongkar smua file yg ad dlm my pendrive.
tbe2 j touching ble tgk all d pic of me n my fren.
pic during our past school life,hangout n mcm2 ag !
gembira sgt2 at that time !
my deary bes bes fren !
D rndu sgt2 kt korg..sumpah !
D tatau na ckp cmne kt korg..
law le D na luahkn kt korg bertapa rnduny D kt korg..
tp nt korg ckp D ta fhm korg or korg ckp D jiwang lak.
bie,ira,taty,fifi,yuyu,shida,all 5sc2 student..
how i wish i can hve more time wit u guys !
idin,adam,manje..
law dlm class dlu korg ske debat nan D.
td D mkn choki2..t'igt kt adam !
time skola ari2 adam blikn D choki2 !
kdg2 smpai sepeket adam bg.
then other girls mst na jgk ! pastu D jerit ! sibuk la korg ni ! adam syg ak !
haha...rndu sgt time 2 !
idin lak mst bawakkn all my stuff.
esp when kne g lab or library.idin syg D jgk ! hehe..
manje ske sakat D ! even D sllu sakit aty nan manje but 2 la yg D rindu skng..
pasni smua da g jauh..
i'll miss u my dear frens..
u'll always be my dear frens forever..
i'll never ever forget u all..
every single moment of my life...
keep in touch SAHABAT !

Saturday, May 8, 2010

apa sebenarny?

argh !!
this morning i was so excited + happy gle coz dpt tawaran POLITEKNIK.
of course la happy kn coz D ta dpt upu.
course yg D dpt pn course yg D mnt.
dip teknlogi maklumat (pengaturcaraan)
D dpt kt POLITEKNIK MUADZAM SHAH PAHANG.

so i was like,peh ! bes gle la !
then call la ibu n she says congrats la kn.
ayah pn happy gle when i told him i got this course..

suddenly this evening when i told ibu i wanna go there,ibu ta bg..
pulak da..
D da excited gle2 la..
ibu suro tgu jgk rayuan UITM coz da mntk tlong kt my uncle.
D tana..
course yg D apply for rayuan tu nursing.
tu pn sb ibu n wan yg suro
D bkn na sgt nursing.
unless la D dpt medical imaging yg D na sgt sgt tu..
D frust la..
D na wt ap yg D mnt.
bkn ekut j ap yg org suro mcm lembu kne cucuk hidung !

law cmni la gayany,
mmg ilang la minat D na stdy !

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tape la..
law ni yg ibu na,angah ekut j la..
dpt pahala law gembirakn aty parents ni..
redha j la..
=)

Saturday, May 1, 2010

im old ? ouh tidak ! ;D

hye !

arini officially D 18 years old la ! haa..bukan tua ok ! matang sahaja ! teet !

penat sgt arini.dr pagi till now,penat ! pagi2 bgn tade mud lnsung coz still emo bout dat upu result.smua org ckp nan D,D wt dunno j.lntk la.sory korg ! tade niat un to be rude..juz,depressed sgt !
hee...da siap2 kemas uma smua,D discuss nan ibu bout KPJ.ibu kt
e ekt la minat angah.ibu ta kesah.but D ta decide ag la.
then tgh ari g uma besfren mama.aunty ana.g wedding anak die at desa latania.D g nan ibu,wan,abg ong n intan ! sumpah cantik wedding uh ! modern sgt2 ! da siap makan smua,salam2 aunty ana then balik.otw balik g blikn ezun n along nasi ayam.tu la..sp suro tana ekut.kn da kbulur ! pdhal D un sme j kbulur coz ta mkn un kt uma aunty ana uh.haha..
when abg ong msuk j kete,the smell of nasi ayam uh menusuk kalbu to
l ! D da la gle mkn ayam ! pehh !! then wan suro lak bli cendol && mee kari ! adoy !! gle pye bes ! my fav j smua !
ble smpai j uma,smua serbu ! haha..lapar sgt la tu..D pn eku
t serbu coz lapar gle !
after da mkn smua,along ajk lak video call nan ayh gne YM.yeay !! bes gle la ! dpt tgk ayah n my lil sis,aliah ! comel sgt adik angah ni ! sbijik ekt muka ayah ! hehe..ble la angah dpt jpe adik kn.rindu la..mcm2 kteorg cte..sejam gak la borak2 nan my lil sis.kepoh
tol mulut beliau ! hehe..
then da penat,masuk bilik,guling2 atas katil.igt na tdo.but ibu ketuk pintu (da mcm na robohkn j) ajk g beli kek bday D.D && along gle smangat,trus bangun ! bpk ah ! law bab berjalan,laju j ! haha..da siap2,g aeon bukit tinggi.D ske g situ.bes ! da smpai,kteorg un g la merayau2..tgk2 bags n stuff..tbe2 ibu terminat lak kt 1 beg ni.cantik ! bagpack CLEEF.ibu ckp na wt letak lappy.then ibu cakap--

ibu : ap kata angah n along blikn ibu beg ni?
me : bia btl ibu na beg ni?
ibu : np? ta lawa k?
me && along : lawa sgt !! serious ! angh na la !
ibu : mne le ! ibu pye !

along : bley la ! kteorg blikn ni as bday present ibu.

along pn trus j g counter na byr..half2 wit me.heee..ibu pn senyum2
j.ske la tu !

then da mryau2,g la SR na bli kek n trus balik.penat la..

da smpai uma,ibu ajak lak g pizza yg bru bukak dkt..err..ap th nme tmpt uh..
after maghrib smua siap2 na kua.me,excited gle la !! haha..
smpai j pizza uh kteorg wt cm tmpt bapak sendiri j..lntk la ! hee..ad pengkid kacak lak uh ! fyi,im straight ok ! juz ske tgk pengkid uh.comel sgt !
sempat gak la posing2 kt situ..ni r aksi kteorg !



haha..da puas makan2,kteorg un na balik la..suddenly abg ong cakap,

abg ong : we ! na g uptown ta?
me : na !! (excited gle !)
along : ha ! jom la.along na bli legging ni.

then bincang2,me,abg ong,along && abg ep bwk viva.teenage shja !
ibu,mama,wan,intan,ezun && aisyah balik nek saga.hee..old citizen's not allowed !
smpai j uptown,me n along pn merayau2.ang ep n abg ong mne th.lntk la korg..D bli jacket ala2 military.ta ske un jacket uh but along iye2 suro bli.die ckp lawa..D un bli j la.abiskn duit.hee..then along bli legging n spiky shirt.lawa !! mcm lady gaga.haha..
duit un da abis,,call la driver kteorg ajak balik.haha..untill now,D tale tdo.

D rindu sgt kt syafiq..syafiq ckp die ok.D ta sbr na tgu syafiq balik esk ! rindu kt awak syafiq ! nyte dear..i love you !

Friday, April 30, 2010

=...(

D sedih sgt.time tgh fb-ing,suddenly ira gtau da bley check upu.D ta cye coz the result supposed to be on 1st may on 12 noon.but ira strictly ckp result da kua.ira bg link utk check but D tale bukak link tu.maybe line busy.then i try n try n try...then web tu le bukak.before that D chat wit my dad at fb

ME : ayah,angah na check result upu ni.ayah doakn angah dpt ea.
DAD : result da kua k ngah? ok..ayah doakn yg terbaik utk angah.
ME : thanx ayh.

D duk j dpn lappy lme lme.then along tye.

SIS : ko asl ngah? da mcm ap j.
ME : ish..diam ah.angah nga fkr ni.na check upu k ta.ira ckp da kua.
SIS : check j la.idup ni kne brani ngah..
ME : yela yela (bley lak ko na berfalsafah time time cmni)

then tgu la web yg lembab uh.loading..loading..lembab tol..but D sabar j la.
after da key in IC number,D click the MASUK button wit BISMILAH..

when the result come out,D rse cm kne hempap nan batu j.i didn't get in to any U pun.D diam then ckp,ta dpt la.along n my abg sdare yg ad nan D time uh diam j.

SIS : tape la.tade rzeki uh.
ABG ONG : ko tgu la intake bln 12 nt.meanwhile dok uma j.
ME : tana la.lme sgt

pale otak ko na suro D tgu smpai bln 12 ! stay kt uma till now j da wt D gle tau ta ! ko nan mama sme j ! ckp mmg la sng ! cuba ko yg duk uma ni smpai half a year.ko duk uma sehari pn ta thn ! pndai ckp j ! ee...panas aty tol la ! then D g ngadu nasib kt ayah..

ME : ayah,angah ta dpt.na nges..(pdhal da nges da)
DAD : ta dpt? tape la ngah.myb bkn rzeki angah.angah jgn nangis.org nangis makneny die loser.angh kne sabar la.ad apply mne2 lg?
ME : ad.poli j.
DAD : tape.tgu poli k
ME : angah ad mntk KPJ.aritu angah da g interview n da pass pn.
DAD : course ap?
ME : medical imaging.angh mmg na course tu.
DAD : swasta ea? g j la.if angah na,ayah le kuakn epf ayah.wt byr yuran angh smua.
ME : angah mmg na sgt course tu but angh tana sshkn ayah n ibu.expensive la
DAD : yuran smua bp?
ME : 45K
DAD : bp lme?
ME : 3 years,dip.aritu ibu pn suro g jgk but then ibu tpengaruh nan mama n suro angh tgu bln 12.angh tana.lama sgt la.mne thn.
DAD : ok.nt ayah call ibu n bincang k.angah jgn la sdey2.da2.g tdo.
ME : yela.thanks ayah.
DAD : jgn thanks kt ayh.thanks kt usaha angh utk study nt.ayh tana angh men2 tau.if first sem angh drop,ayh tarik balik tau.
ME : insyAllah.angh stdy btl2.
DAD : ayah myb kne transfer nt.
ME : transfer mne yah?
DAD : shah alam.
ME : wah ! dekat la nan angah ! bley jpe ayah ! (excited ! )
DAD : aah.ari2 le jpe.da2.ayah ad kje ni.angah g tdo k.
ME : nyte ayah.love you
DAD : nyte.love you 2.

conclusion , even D sdey sgt coz ta dpt U , but still , D hpy ble dpt brita yg ayah na trnsfer shh alam.D dpt jpe ayah.

syafiq,if syafiq ad skng kn bes.D rndu syafiq.td D checkkn syafiq pye.syafiq dpt computer science at UITM.congrats syg.im proud of u.tnggl la D sorg2 nt kn..ble syafiq na balik? td D text syera tye bout u.syera ckp smua lancar j.Alhamdulillah..D doakn syafiq cpt2 sehat k syg.rindu...nyte syg..i love you..

Thursday, April 29, 2010

I LOVE YOUU !!

syafiq ,
cepat cepat sihat ok.
D rindu syafiq.
jangan stay kt hospital tu lama lama tau.
D ta ske tinggal sorang sorang.
D sayang syafiq.
cepat cepat recover k sayang.
i miss u ;)


Monday, April 19, 2010

me , bie n taty !

hee..
smlm lepak lepak at bie's house wit taty.
mmg bes ah !
da lme ta lpk sme sme
tah ap ap la yg kteorg story mory.
then suddenly kua cte bout JERAWAT !
haha.
taty ckp : we we.abg kt tmpt kje ak ckp an (wtv his name is) if ad jerawat,amk mak or ayh ko pye underpants then sapu kt jerawat uh.
me : bpk ah ! bia btul we?? ngarut btul la ko ni !
bie : ak pnh gak dgr cte cmtu,tp ta pya la amk underpants mak ayh ko.pkai ko pye j la.
me : amende korg ni ? bia btl we ? asl ak ta pnh un dgr tips karut ni ?
taty : btl we.org ckp if kte spu bnd uh kt tmpt jerawat,nt jerawat uh malu.so,die ta kua lg la.
me : mrpek.yg pnting ak ta kn wt cmtu ! haha.

then kteorg pn borak borak ag th ppe..but still,D ttp fkr psl JERAWAT n underpants tu ! klakar la ! haha

Friday, April 9, 2010

further studyyy

stay at home for about 4 months now.
damn bored la.
na keje , mmg tale
ble la na dpt result for further stdy ni....
sgt sgt la ta sbr na g further stdy.
wanna be away from home , bt i know im gonna miss home when im away..
da la frust coz ta dpt interview TESL
argh !
stress btl la !
knp knp & knp ?
i wan dat course so badly !
mummy says , tape la ngah.myb angh dpt course len kot.
bt mum , angh na TESL uh !
em..
sokayy la
im taking it from d bright side !
chill la D ! ;DD

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

ilove you ibu ;)

ibu ,
angah janji ta sakitkn aty ibu cm along wt ibu.
angah syg sgt sgt kt ibu.
law le , angah tana kecik an aty ibu lansung.
angah na jd ank yg bek.
thnx for everythng bu..
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ! ;D
XOXO !

Friday, April 2, 2010

uwaaa !! i mis my girls !

beb !
i miss u so much la !
na hangout !
na glak glak wit u all !
sumpah rindu !
ble u all na stop working ni ??
cian i taw !
wtv hppen pn , u all still gfs i terbaik !
rindu !!
XOXO ! ;)